Wow, I am still in disbelief hubby and I had the "talk". We were sitting here with the baby and he said, I can't believe this is our last child. The last time we will have a 9 month old (she's 10 mos on tuesday). I had said something like well it doesn't have to be... we could have another one. Then he said if you think you are up for it. So I guess that's a go, if we want to go for one more try. I am still debating, I don't want to have happen what just did. I don't think I could handle another loss, especially this soon after the twins. It still seems strange to even say that. I have had a period since the D&C. So we'll see. It's not to say it'll even work when we try.

I'm still trying to adjust to work, that place is certainly a zoo. I'm sure the more I'm there the better things will get. My main complaint is the co-workers. There aren't that many that like to work with others. That makes for a difficult place to be. The work is always the same, it's adjusting to the staff. urgh. I think I am resigning for my work at the nursing home. The director is too much of an ass. She's actually starting to take shifts from me now that I had been booked in to work in a few weeks. So instead of them letting me go, i should do it first.

Oh well must go, baby is looking for me.