So yesterday I babysat my nephew , yet again. She keeps catching me off guard asking me, "what are you doing tomorrow?" and stupid me answers with "nothing". Then the trap is set! I don't want to be lying to her because that's just wrong, but anyway, what can you do? I have a hard time saying no I guess. Just wish I didn't have to be put in that situation in the first place. Anyway, I finally decided to ask her where she was going, because last time I had him, she was taking some day long seminar thing. I don't mind half as much for a reason like that. Well, get this, she made an appointment at a spa! A 6 hr day spa package. OMG, I bit my tongue soo hard, and said that's nice. WHAT THE HELL???? I'm sorry but 1) that's a thing that you plan when hubby can watch your kids, not your sis in law that has 4 of her own, not to mention new baby. 2) who the in right mind would expect someone to just watch their kid so they could do that for the day? Crap, that's what daycare is for! Anyway, I'm sure the princess had a great time. She also came and took all my maternity clothes the other day. I can't believe how sad I am. How crazy is that? I am really upset by the fact that I won't ever have another child. Hubby also made his appointment for a referral for a vasectomy. I guess just the whole definite ending of it is getting me down, but hell I have 4 children! Anyway, must be PMS, since I'm pretty sure I've started already. Urgh. Not like she needs the maternity clothes. She isn't even pregnant. But the whole having them gone for good, is just another part of my life gone for good. :( Damn PMS! hehe. The kids are all sick here in my house with a terrible cough/cold. I think the baby even has a touch of it. She's stuffed up at times, so I use those saline drops to help clear her nose. I'm just scared of her getting RSV, since it's still pretty rampant here. :( Anyway, it shall be a boring day. Cold, damp and raining and hubby is back to work. I'm sure I'll be posting again later today. :)