Well I finally saw the newest epidose of America's Next Top Model, cause I fell asleep at 8pm the night it was originally aired. I was so upset to see Diana kicked off, she's one of the prettiest girls on the show, "full-figure" like she looks like a real woman, and they gave her the boot cause Jay asked why she wanted to be ANTM, and she said, "just cause". Well shit, I suppose if that's a good enough reason then fine, but I am so terribly disappointed to see her go~

So far you can probably tell I'm super emotional these days. My post yesterday may have given me away ;)

I appreciate all of the comments and some people's comments made me realize that yah, maybe they were reacting as if it were them experiencing this, so I'll give them the benefit of the doubt. But hell I'm still pissed for now. I guess they'll know about this baby (god willing if all goes well) once I start getting big, because I have no plans to let them know anytime sooner. Neither do I plan on telling the family. Well hubby's that is. I mentioned how my MIL said when I announced A's upcoming arrival: "i think your F**&*ng nuts". That's enough for me, nope she'll have to guess on her own about this one.

The funniest thing is that I am giving my baby things, the swing, carseat, playgym and clothes to my cousin who's having a girl in May. I couldn't even tell my mother the difference, she can just take the stuff and I'll have to get it back in the fall, and of course my maternity clothes are gone too. Looks like I may have to go shopping for some new things.

Well I'm not sure what else to blog about, I'm freezing, my boobs hurt, i have cramps that are driving me nuts, I know I had them with A but it's a constant worry that I may miscarry. But I'm a nauseated as can be at different times through the day, actually I feel good right now, and I'm superr tired.

Haha there's some random blogging for ya, eh Jen!

I'll leave you with my little darlings pic, she's going to be 1 on Friday, I still can't freakin believe it!